A reissue of a beloved New York Times bestseller  this heartrending tale exposes missed chances and leaves readers wondering what might have been  A New York Times Bestseller A BookTok Viral Sensation  An achingly authentic and raw portrait of love  regret  and the life-altering impact of the relationships we hold closest to us  this YA romance bestseller is perfect for fans of Colleen Hoover  Jenny Han  and You've Reached Sam.  If he had been with me  everything would have been different  Autumn and Finn used to be inseparable. But then something changed. Or they changed. Now  they do their best to ignore each other.  Autumn has her boyfriend Jamie  and her close-knit group of friends. And Finn has become that boy at school  the one everyone wants to be around.  That still doesn't stop the way Autumn feels every time she and Finn cross paths  and the growing  nagging thought that maybe things could have been different. Maybe they should be together.  But come August  things will change forever. And as time passes  Autumn will be forced to confront how else life might have been different if they had never parted ways